Just want to wish you a Merry Christmas! Have a nice holiday with family, friends and loved ones.
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Enjoy.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
ANother 3 weeks to go for the end of 2011.
I have one goal in mind. I want to finish my study materials by the end of December. I wonder..because it's too many! I am strugling with the Law part. I don't know if I am doing it right. Some say, just read it all through. But I don't think by reading ALL points is working for me. I don't even remember what I'm reading.
But hey, I have to do this. Got any tips?
I finished Module 7 today for the 1st round. At least I have to finish 1st round studying all the materials. Within 3 weeks!
Jiayou2x!
I have one goal in mind. I want to finish my study materials by the end of December. I wonder..because it's too many! I am strugling with the Law part. I don't know if I am doing it right. Some say, just read it all through. But I don't think by reading ALL points is working for me. I don't even remember what I'm reading.
But hey, I have to do this. Got any tips?
I finished Module 7 today for the 1st round. At least I have to finish 1st round studying all the materials. Within 3 weeks!
Jiayou2x!
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Lately, many bad things happened to me and my family and I'm scared about the future. Yesterday, it rained heavily. Due to the heavy rain, there is a slight landslide just at the back of my house and it ruined the pipes. It such a horrible view. Fortunately, there were some Phillipino workers down the hill that came to help us. We're afraid because the rain seems never ending. And tey are willing to helped eventhough in heavy rains. This is not the first time. It had happened twice a few years back.
As a result, after discussing about how to retain the safety of my place, my parents agreed to do gabions or somekind of bricks retainer. Again, it will affect us financially. Immediately I thought, how am I going to study? How about the cost? For the safety project, it may take around RM10,000 including all appliances and labour. So...how about my plan next year? Of course, I am not bearing the cost. But all things affected. Well, it's obvious that I cannot contribute financially. Ideas? What a thing I know about it? I just feel bad I cannot do something about it. THis made me think. Should I take another job for now? I am just...stucked. I don't know what to do. I feel bad. I cannot stop but think negatively.
It's really hard to stay positive when bad things happened again and again. But I cannot be like this forever. I must focus on the future. The one that I can make perfect. Or atleast better.
"I am going to start all over again and I must change my mind and live the period with fullness. " I've once heard this. I try to hold on to this one.
As a result, after discussing about how to retain the safety of my place, my parents agreed to do gabions or somekind of bricks retainer. Again, it will affect us financially. Immediately I thought, how am I going to study? How about the cost? For the safety project, it may take around RM10,000 including all appliances and labour. So...how about my plan next year? Of course, I am not bearing the cost. But all things affected. Well, it's obvious that I cannot contribute financially. Ideas? What a thing I know about it? I just feel bad I cannot do something about it. THis made me think. Should I take another job for now? I am just...stucked. I don't know what to do. I feel bad. I cannot stop but think negatively.
It's really hard to stay positive when bad things happened again and again. But I cannot be like this forever. I must focus on the future. The one that I can make perfect. Or atleast better.
"I am going to start all over again and I must change my mind and live the period with fullness. " I've once heard this. I try to hold on to this one.
Friday, November 18, 2011
Someone asked me today. Don't you feel bored at home? Since I'm not working at the moment. Well, yes if i have nothing to do. No, if I have something to do. Of course, I do have something to do. I am preparing for my licensing exam next year. A friend will be graduating soon. I realised it has been a year after my graduation. Wow. It feels just like a few months. And I still consider myself as a fresh grad. Because there are many things I haven't explore yet.
Schedule is up for the exam. If I am ready for the 1st quarter next year, I might take it . But yeah, I have to fly over from KK to KL just to take the exam. The only available sits in KK is in May. I am not sure if I want to wait. I don't know. I have to decide the time ,depending on my level of confidence, whether I am prepared for it. Mentally, physically & financially. No matter what, I have to take the exam. I have to be 'tough' within these few months. My biggest challenge right now is to control myself emotionally. I get triggered easily by some situation that could remind me of the past. Humans are like mirrors. They are not the same, but what they reflect makes you see that some of them..just..the same. Maybe I take it too seriously. Or maybe it is the way they are. I cannot change them. The best I can do right now is to control myself. It's not easy and I try my best to move on and focus more on important things.
I guess I just have to accept it. Face it. So I bought myself a hand-grip thing. It's like a V-shape exercise tool like this:
In case if I blow-off, before I start punching my door again I can use this as a substitute. I think it might work ( I hope so ). Besides, it helps to strengthen my muscle. Thanks to Melvin, he successfully convinced me to buy this at RM5. What the heck, I give it a try.
Schedule is up for the exam. If I am ready for the 1st quarter next year, I might take it . But yeah, I have to fly over from KK to KL just to take the exam. The only available sits in KK is in May. I am not sure if I want to wait. I don't know. I have to decide the time ,depending on my level of confidence, whether I am prepared for it. Mentally, physically & financially. No matter what, I have to take the exam. I have to be 'tough' within these few months. My biggest challenge right now is to control myself emotionally. I get triggered easily by some situation that could remind me of the past. Humans are like mirrors. They are not the same, but what they reflect makes you see that some of them..just..the same. Maybe I take it too seriously. Or maybe it is the way they are. I cannot change them. The best I can do right now is to control myself. It's not easy and I try my best to move on and focus more on important things.
I guess I just have to accept it. Face it. So I bought myself a hand-grip thing. It's like a V-shape exercise tool like this:
In case if I blow-off, before I start punching my door again I can use this as a substitute. I think it might work ( I hope so ). Besides, it helps to strengthen my muscle. Thanks to Melvin, he successfully convinced me to buy this at RM5. What the heck, I give it a try.
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Choice
Today I went to the hospital. My Grandma had undergone an eye surgery. I thanked God that the surgery went well. She may have to deal with blurry vision for the next 2 weeks but hopefully she can see the world with a different light after that. At first she seem so scared to do it, nights before she ask me what if she will never see after the surgery. But I proved to her by saying a lot of women at her age gone throught it. I understand that she felt nervous. But she took the chance. She wants to get better. So she made her choice.
Meanwhile, I have the time to set up for my next year's plan. I'm glad, I'm glad I have made my choice. After so many nights of doubts and unpleasant things happened to me, I finally quit my job. I've thought about it for months. I've tried to work things out. To do my best at work and not to care about what others do to make me feel down. But things happened for a reason, it helps me to seek better opportunity for myself. Thank God for this. I hope my dreams will come true. So let the challenge begins.
Meanwhile, I have the time to set up for my next year's plan. I'm glad, I'm glad I have made my choice. After so many nights of doubts and unpleasant things happened to me, I finally quit my job. I've thought about it for months. I've tried to work things out. To do my best at work and not to care about what others do to make me feel down. But things happened for a reason, it helps me to seek better opportunity for myself. Thank God for this. I hope my dreams will come true. So let the challenge begins.
Sunday, September 18, 2011
What would you rather do?
I am so tired today. Just came back from a local underground show. Is it worth it? It's worth for the weekend getaway. Stress reliever. Am I having fun? It is hard to say. I like to observe things for now. This keeps me questioning. If I have a choice what would I rather do? What do I really want to do? I saw young people having fun. Maybe they have found what they like from a young age. As for me, I'm a late bloomer. Is it too late? Back to the question: what would I rather do?
.Black Night.
I just wanted to share an incident that happened to me earlier this month.
I was fast asleep during that one particular night. Just like other night, I sleep with my lampshade on. I cannot sleep in total darkness.
I was sleeping peacefully that one night and suddenly…in my sleep, I thought I saw a bright light in my dream. It was so bright that it forces me to open my eyes. And as I opened my blurry eyes, I heard a sound “ Tack..Tack..Tack” My vision was blinded by the brightness of the light.And I realized it was my mini reading lamp. I immediately thought it was my dad. But as I opened my eyes wider..yet still..the light is so bright as it is torched towards my face. I can only see a silhouette. A skinny -bold human being. Why is my dad so skinny? I thought. And that is when I realized it is not my dad..nor my brother. It was someone else! I swear, that person is staring at me for a few second. I cannot see his face because of my blurry vision and the contrast of dark light inside my bedroom and the brightness of the light outside my room. That man is standing in front of my door. My heart was pumping hard. I immediately get up and scream “ Hoooiiiiii!!!!” I know it’s a burglar. A burglar inside my house. I ran and grab the nearest thing to me. A broom stick. I know the man is now at the toilet. I heard a man’s cough. I know it is a grown-up man. Something struck me. Has he got any weapon? I immediately rushed to my parents’ room and wake them up. When we came out, the man is gone. My mind was blurred for a moment. We checked the kitchen door. No one has locked the door. The grill is opened. The man has entered through the kitchen door.
My mom’s laptop was gone. As well as my cell phone. I was so in rage. I was so disappointed and I cannot go to sleep after that. But one thing I am most disappointed with is my mom. I remember, I’ve told her to keep her laptop in their room for safety purpose. She used to keep her laptop in the living room. Never put it back when finished. Facebook has made her an online winner because it keeps her occupied for 24 hours. I asked her to lock the door even during the day but thought it is a hassle since my grandma always wants to go out. Any person can sneak into our window and it is possible that one day that person will find ways to steal her laptop. I said to her. We have a tough time arguing about it. But, that is her property, not mine. So, it happened. Every night after that incident, I cannot sleep alone. I asked my mom to accompany me. I woke up every night whenever I heard sounds. I became very sensitive to my surroundings. I am not sure if the fact that the things has been stolen that make me really disappointed. But maybe for the things that could be prevented are not prevent. At first, I’m hoping that person will pay his price. But when I think about it, ignorance and foolishness is the underlying cause.
Actually it happens a few times before, but this time the burglar managed to get in the house. What a shame.
Moral of the story: Keep your doors locked all the time. Don’t keep your valuable things outside your room.
A night not to remember. Not even worth your life.
I was fast asleep during that one particular night. Just like other night, I sleep with my lampshade on. I cannot sleep in total darkness.
I was sleeping peacefully that one night and suddenly…in my sleep, I thought I saw a bright light in my dream. It was so bright that it forces me to open my eyes. And as I opened my blurry eyes, I heard a sound “ Tack..Tack..Tack” My vision was blinded by the brightness of the light.And I realized it was my mini reading lamp. I immediately thought it was my dad. But as I opened my eyes wider..yet still..the light is so bright as it is torched towards my face. I can only see a silhouette. A skinny -bold human being. Why is my dad so skinny? I thought. And that is when I realized it is not my dad..nor my brother. It was someone else! I swear, that person is staring at me for a few second. I cannot see his face because of my blurry vision and the contrast of dark light inside my bedroom and the brightness of the light outside my room. That man is standing in front of my door. My heart was pumping hard. I immediately get up and scream “ Hoooiiiiii!!!!” I know it’s a burglar. A burglar inside my house. I ran and grab the nearest thing to me. A broom stick. I know the man is now at the toilet. I heard a man’s cough. I know it is a grown-up man. Something struck me. Has he got any weapon? I immediately rushed to my parents’ room and wake them up. When we came out, the man is gone. My mind was blurred for a moment. We checked the kitchen door. No one has locked the door. The grill is opened. The man has entered through the kitchen door.
My mom’s laptop was gone. As well as my cell phone. I was so in rage. I was so disappointed and I cannot go to sleep after that. But one thing I am most disappointed with is my mom. I remember, I’ve told her to keep her laptop in their room for safety purpose. She used to keep her laptop in the living room. Never put it back when finished. Facebook has made her an online winner because it keeps her occupied for 24 hours. I asked her to lock the door even during the day but thought it is a hassle since my grandma always wants to go out. Any person can sneak into our window and it is possible that one day that person will find ways to steal her laptop. I said to her. We have a tough time arguing about it. But, that is her property, not mine. So, it happened. Every night after that incident, I cannot sleep alone. I asked my mom to accompany me. I woke up every night whenever I heard sounds. I became very sensitive to my surroundings. I am not sure if the fact that the things has been stolen that make me really disappointed. But maybe for the things that could be prevented are not prevent. At first, I’m hoping that person will pay his price. But when I think about it, ignorance and foolishness is the underlying cause.
Actually it happens a few times before, but this time the burglar managed to get in the house. What a shame.
Moral of the story: Keep your doors locked all the time. Don’t keep your valuable things outside your room.
A night not to remember. Not even worth your life.
Saturday, September 17, 2011
My Music Evolution
When I discovered Avril Lavigne..I praised the Lord.Finally Ifound my taste..Her songs actually one of the factors that keep me motivated and survived throughout my high school years. When I feel so stressed and needed an upliftment..One of the escapes is through music. From there, I discovered rock-based music from my brother (whom had several artistes and collection of songs back than)..from MXPX, Bowling for Soup, 3 Doors Down, Skye Sweetnam, Nickleback, Paparoach..and some punk rock. As long as the song has the sound of rock, I will listen to it. But, that's it.
That was waaaaaayy back in high school. After my secondary years, I went to Form 6..I didn't care much about what music I listened to. But still, the only music that can catch my attention is rock or alternative. When I met my bf, he introduced some bands to me like Lifehouse, Foo Fighhters, Jimmy Eatworld..That time he still in the process of ‘tackling’ me..haha. (Although he admit he listened to ‘heavier stuff’). I don't remember the rest ( oh, because it is such a challenging period for us)..But, that's it.
When I entered Uni, that is where I realised I needed music more than ever because of the stress. Apart from alternative & the mainstream rock band, I started to hear more about my bf's stuffs. And..what is his stuffs? It's Metal. The first time I heard his songs, I was not keen of it. But, I was okay with it. In This Moment sounds good to me. So, I keep on listening what I want to listen such as Paramore, The Almost, Jimmy Eat World, Avril Lavigne, Zee Avi Juliet the Orange ..etc..
When I finished my studies, I realized I was so much in need of different types of music, I discovered jazz/ blues/rock..Went to Jazz Fest, begin to search for Nina Simone, googled ‘who is Sonny Boy Williamson?’ , which leads me to The Animals, Deff Leopard, and the list go on.. ( Thanx to Youtube) Just randomly searching for new stuff.
When I started working.. I thought I will not need as much time to listen to music..But…BAAM!! Reality hits. I was in rage. Day by day, I discovered the ugly truth. You have no idea what I have become. I feel like I carry a huge rock on my shoulder. I need something to lift me up. Something I can turn my anger into something else. I found something..not very new to me…it was there all along. The stuffs that my bf always listened to. METAL. I don’t know how on earth I was indulging it to the beat. Suddenly, the sound that I least pay attention to becoming the sound of what I WANT to listen to. Not particularly on any band, but I began to search for types of metal genres across the globe. Progressive, trash, death, glam, power, core..even black. But it does not mean I am really into these stuffs. I enjoy TS, Killswitch Engage, As I lay Dying, Doro, Manowar types of music. I don’t want to name specifically on one band because I don’t think I listen enough of their songs. Right now, I love to listen as long as it sounds and feels good to me.
I just love the feeling when I listen to it. Maybe, for now..but who knows. Will it be my long term preference to this kind of music? I have to wait and see.
But for now, it keeps the storms flashing and rumbling against the huge rock.
That was waaaaaayy back in high school. After my secondary years, I went to Form 6..I didn't care much about what music I listened to. But still, the only music that can catch my attention is rock or alternative. When I met my bf, he introduced some bands to me like Lifehouse, Foo Fighhters, Jimmy Eatworld..That time he still in the process of ‘tackling’ me..haha. (Although he admit he listened to ‘heavier stuff’). I don't remember the rest ( oh, because it is such a challenging period for us)..But, that's it.
When I entered Uni, that is where I realised I needed music more than ever because of the stress. Apart from alternative & the mainstream rock band, I started to hear more about my bf's stuffs. And..what is his stuffs? It's Metal. The first time I heard his songs, I was not keen of it. But, I was okay with it. In This Moment sounds good to me. So, I keep on listening what I want to listen such as Paramore, The Almost, Jimmy Eat World, Avril Lavigne, Zee Avi Juliet the Orange ..etc..
When I finished my studies, I realized I was so much in need of different types of music, I discovered jazz/ blues/rock..Went to Jazz Fest, begin to search for Nina Simone, googled ‘who is Sonny Boy Williamson?’ , which leads me to The Animals, Deff Leopard, and the list go on.. ( Thanx to Youtube) Just randomly searching for new stuff.
When I started working.. I thought I will not need as much time to listen to music..But…BAAM!! Reality hits. I was in rage. Day by day, I discovered the ugly truth. You have no idea what I have become. I feel like I carry a huge rock on my shoulder. I need something to lift me up. Something I can turn my anger into something else. I found something..not very new to me…it was there all along. The stuffs that my bf always listened to. METAL. I don’t know how on earth I was indulging it to the beat. Suddenly, the sound that I least pay attention to becoming the sound of what I WANT to listen to. Not particularly on any band, but I began to search for types of metal genres across the globe. Progressive, trash, death, glam, power, core..even black. But it does not mean I am really into these stuffs. I enjoy TS, Killswitch Engage, As I lay Dying, Doro, Manowar types of music. I don’t want to name specifically on one band because I don’t think I listen enough of their songs. Right now, I love to listen as long as it sounds and feels good to me.
I just love the feeling when I listen to it. Maybe, for now..but who knows. Will it be my long term preference to this kind of music? I have to wait and see.
But for now, it keeps the storms flashing and rumbling against the huge rock.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Love this
Rather than being mad and frustrated of what had happened, all I can say is I've rather listen to something that can channelled the frustration and anger within me..so I starting to like the heavier stuff. A therapy? maybe. I just find it.. helpful.
So here it is..Just wonder if I have this 'dark' side. Just a thought. Just something I've discovered for quite some time.
Presenting Doro Pesch.
For those who do not know her,look her up at Wiki..hehe.
Enjoy. \m/
So here it is..Just wonder if I have this 'dark' side. Just a thought. Just something I've discovered for quite some time.
Presenting Doro Pesch.
For those who do not know her,look her up at Wiki..hehe.
Enjoy. \m/
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Last Monday
Well, I don't know if I am supposed to write about this..But, I figure out it is something I can share about.
These few weeks are the most down and low days of my life.. Things happened..conflict with collegue, words of rubbish from the boss..how do I know it's rubbish? Because it does not do me any good.It demotivates me.It's all about comparison..What do me justice? My collegue (so-called) shows her true color. When people say bad things about you..you should have get mad right? Okay, just imagine the worst thing that person can say to you.But, not on your face..On the phone talking to someone..but..next to you..talking bad about you..yes next to you..but not on your face..you just sit there and heard..So what does that mean? WHy not say it one on one? I know I supposed to be mad/angry...but, for some reason something in me just make me calm..I am supprised because I am quite hot tempered person when it comes to things like this..but I was so happy..so happy I can see the real thing.. Do not trust anyone at your workplace.No matter how good that person is. I just saying this based on this experience.. not all humans are like this..but just as precaution.
Back at home, I'm thinking :
I want to get out of this pit!! I want to quit. Before that, I thought what am I to do without work, I don't have any new job. But rather than I stay here being treated like ~~!@#, it's better for me to go. No matter how I tried..there will be always someone will not happy with my work. They don't like to see me without any task in hand (that's because I finished the rest earlier)..and boom! I'm labelled as lazy and what? I am not serious about my job? Is that what you are saying? Hey..wake up! I am not as you think..you don't know what am I doing at the backroom..and noww..you want to say me this and that. From there the conflcit started. But despite all that happened, I keep myself calm. I feel stronger than before. I don't care what others might think. The truth will shows. With God's will,for some reason, that person start talking to me again. I never 'boom' her for what she said about me with whoever the person she is talking on the phone with. For what she ever done to me. I don't want to be like her. This time..It's all about work. I only treat every person as in work purpose. Outside, they do not have any power over me.
So to cut long story short... Last Monday.. I hand-in my resignation tender.. I know I am not belong there.So guess what? the boss who always try to bring me down..said that:
1. He puts high hope on me
2. I am doing my work well
3. He can be my friend (???
4. Whatever the !@#% he told me..
Because I know the main reason is that the company do not have enough people.It's obvious with the number of staffs..and he ask me to stay atleast until December..or make it 1 year..hmm..
So now I have to decide..after all I don't want to do sales anymore..I can try but I don't want to think it as an obligation..regardless of what they think of me..I am going to leave that place somehow.
Whatever happens, it is for the experience. I hope I can find better opportunity out there. It's still a long journey for me. For the time being, I have to endure this. Like a close friend of mine once said "Dare to take some risk".
These few weeks are the most down and low days of my life.. Things happened..conflict with collegue, words of rubbish from the boss..how do I know it's rubbish? Because it does not do me any good.It demotivates me.It's all about comparison..What do me justice? My collegue (so-called) shows her true color. When people say bad things about you..you should have get mad right? Okay, just imagine the worst thing that person can say to you.But, not on your face..On the phone talking to someone..but..next to you..talking bad about you..yes next to you..but not on your face..you just sit there and heard..So what does that mean? WHy not say it one on one? I know I supposed to be mad/angry...but, for some reason something in me just make me calm..I am supprised because I am quite hot tempered person when it comes to things like this..but I was so happy..so happy I can see the real thing.. Do not trust anyone at your workplace.No matter how good that person is. I just saying this based on this experience.. not all humans are like this..but just as precaution.
Back at home, I'm thinking :
I want to get out of this pit!! I want to quit. Before that, I thought what am I to do without work, I don't have any new job. But rather than I stay here being treated like ~~!@#, it's better for me to go. No matter how I tried..there will be always someone will not happy with my work. They don't like to see me without any task in hand (that's because I finished the rest earlier)..and boom! I'm labelled as lazy and what? I am not serious about my job? Is that what you are saying? Hey..wake up! I am not as you think..you don't know what am I doing at the backroom..and noww..you want to say me this and that. From there the conflcit started. But despite all that happened, I keep myself calm. I feel stronger than before. I don't care what others might think. The truth will shows. With God's will,for some reason, that person start talking to me again. I never 'boom' her for what she said about me with whoever the person she is talking on the phone with. For what she ever done to me. I don't want to be like her. This time..It's all about work. I only treat every person as in work purpose. Outside, they do not have any power over me.
So to cut long story short... Last Monday.. I hand-in my resignation tender.. I know I am not belong there.So guess what? the boss who always try to bring me down..said that:
1. He puts high hope on me
2. I am doing my work well
3. He can be my friend (???
4. Whatever the !@#% he told me..
Because I know the main reason is that the company do not have enough people.It's obvious with the number of staffs..and he ask me to stay atleast until December..or make it 1 year..hmm..
So now I have to decide..after all I don't want to do sales anymore..I can try but I don't want to think it as an obligation..regardless of what they think of me..I am going to leave that place somehow.
Whatever happens, it is for the experience. I hope I can find better opportunity out there. It's still a long journey for me. For the time being, I have to endure this. Like a close friend of mine once said "Dare to take some risk".
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Working life (Trust No One)
I have been in a very low state lately. What I think I can endure or claimed that I am strong is actually hard for me to bear. I feel that I have been smacked on the head and even feels like small needles pointing in my heart waiting for it to explode..I learned my lesson now..not to trust anyone in the office!!!!!!!! Although they seem to treat you well or laugh with you...doesnt mean I can call them 'friends'. Im not blaming them...because it's just them. Not worth of my time.Only those who have 'deep-fried' in this industry seems to understand..and that is only one person. but people can always turns you down.. Maybe I was 'too nice'..as I was described by some friends in high school and even worst...my boyfriend. It's weird, because I don't think the same way they think of me..I do not consider myself nice/good or whatsoever. I am just being me. Even feels at times I can be harsh..I wish I am more aggressive-don't give a damn-law breaker-kind of person. But what I did is I keep on being silent but rebels in a way ..I try my best not to stay longer than 6pm/not to sweet-talk with that damn boss/not hesitate to apply day-off/ whatever that does not comply to the majority of mindset or whatever can turn ne into one of them like gossips and ~!@#.....yes im now using !@#$ to describe sth. people will be good to you..but wait until they have the chance to bring you down...they want you to confirm with their worriness wahtever it may be....do they expect this will make me change my perceptions towards them? Since I have observing them in silence..I know their style already.. when they to full of themsellves, they throw trash on you...the hell with them... I know, this can happen to many of us.. in every workplace..schools..public..community...even in our homes..there are people that pissed you off.. but..life is about endurance..sacrifice...just do what you have to do..you will know when to say quit..but quit for the good reasons..
What happened to me lately since I started working change my perceptions on people. At first, it's like a shock for me.. before this I might be so naive..probably still..but I think there is a reason..as I pray for Wisdom things slowly revealed to me..it does hurts..which I have to endure. to achieve complete happiness is just too far from this world..at least to live your every minute in this world is good enough..or to do something you love. Congrats for those you have found it. I am yet to discover.. but I think I would.Just to find something that I could escape from WHAT I am to WHO I am right now...where I can 'breathe'.
P/s: Oh..I burn myself today..No..Im not that suicidal...I tried to heat the LAKSA soup without realizing I did not turn on the stove properly.I saw no fire..so I re-start the fire..and POoFFFF! A flame of fire strikes me (yeah..I am scared it blows my kitchen)..my heart skips a beat and part of my arm hair lost..and I think my skin burn..I have to put a toothpaste to cool it off... But I enjoy the LAKSA though..;p
Just something to share.
What happened to me lately since I started working change my perceptions on people. At first, it's like a shock for me.. before this I might be so naive..probably still..but I think there is a reason..as I pray for Wisdom things slowly revealed to me..it does hurts..which I have to endure. to achieve complete happiness is just too far from this world..at least to live your every minute in this world is good enough..or to do something you love. Congrats for those you have found it. I am yet to discover.. but I think I would.Just to find something that I could escape from WHAT I am to WHO I am right now...where I can 'breathe'.
P/s: Oh..I burn myself today..No..Im not that suicidal...I tried to heat the LAKSA soup without realizing I did not turn on the stove properly.I saw no fire..so I re-start the fire..and POoFFFF! A flame of fire strikes me (yeah..I am scared it blows my kitchen)..my heart skips a beat and part of my arm hair lost..and I think my skin burn..I have to put a toothpaste to cool it off... But I enjoy the LAKSA though..;p
Just something to share.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
I got the bluesssss~
It's funny how life change.One minute you are surrounded by people and the next, 'pufff!' they are gone. Okay the truth is, I needed some space..during the peak of my job searching days..During that time, only me and God knows how frustrated and lonely I am. Although, I am surrounded by people. But I discover the ugly truth. Friends is not always your friends when you are in trouble. So, I 'fly' to another place. To search my own life..Wonder how I will survive without the word 'friends'. I just keep on going. It's funny because,I thought I will have a 'great' time with 'friends' in this stage of life. But, until I make a choice. I rather not to put high expectation or hopes from your 'friends'. But God knows my pain, he gave me a friend that encourage me, never question me, and a partner who understands. Only that, I keep on going without a bunch of 'friends' to support me. Today, I do feel sometimes I miss my old 'friends'. Yet, I know I have made a right choice. People change. And I learn to appreciate myself more without too depending on what others might think.
Sorry for this post. Maybe because of this day of the month. I'm a lady, I am experiencing mood swings and cravings for chocolate and cupcakes. Sorry to mess with you readers!
Sorry for this post. Maybe because of this day of the month. I'm a lady, I am experiencing mood swings and cravings for chocolate and cupcakes. Sorry to mess with you readers!
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Transform.Me
Just came back from the movie..with my brother and cousin.. We watched Transformers..and this is my second time..It's not that I like it so much and watch it twice... It's because my cousin haven't watch any movie since he came back from Russia. Student life. Understandable. Ok so we watched the robots in disguise...and we have pain in the neck as we sat at the 3rd middle row in the front. The 3Dimension spectacle is way to big for my face...as well as for the rest of us..luckily I have my glasses on so there is like a support to the weight of the 3D speck. Huhu....So many people...So why am I explaining this...Simply because.......I'm so tension!!!!! Not about the movie...The workplace! I feel like everything I do...individuals will always try to find my fault..my mistake...and...and...and... ask me to do this and that...as if...I am free all the time.. as if I am okay aallllllllllllll the time....Sometimes these little things drives me crazy....and yet they expect me to do what is supposed to be done...but at the first place...never... tell me what and how the right way to do those things...and when I try to do it myself...okay...here I am being enthusiastic enough....and then...some time later....oh...they found out..I have done a mistake......which is a practice that I have done for months...and no one tell me! And ..although I am a freshie...does not mean I don't have my dignity..This...I know..I haven't give my best..Somehow..I know I can do better than this..I don't know which career will I landed on...but I know I am better than all of this right now...only experience is the goal which keep me going....In my heart I know I can do better than this.
Yeah...I go all the way from A to Z. Enough of the ramblings...this is just the beginning. Who knows I may become someone like Witwicky...not a hero...but a messenger.That can save the human race from deceptive aliens or robots..watching too much movie huh...I would like to know if any of you (that read this post) ever feel the same way at your workplace..how do you tackle it? Because day by day I feel like losing myself to anger ...but still manage to control it..for now.
Yeah...I go all the way from A to Z. Enough of the ramblings...this is just the beginning. Who knows I may become someone like Witwicky...not a hero...but a messenger.That can save the human race from deceptive aliens or robots..watching too much movie huh...I would like to know if any of you (that read this post) ever feel the same way at your workplace..how do you tackle it? Because day by day I feel like losing myself to anger ...but still manage to control it..for now.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
My room is damn messy
Have you ever live in a hamster house? Well mine is.no..not my house..just my room. I am so occupied with things that not all of it I use everyday. I cannot believe this.. I am like a hoarder. I kept things for the future. I kept shoe boxes.. but weird things is I dont have a lot of shoes..so where do they come from? Wait..........recently....well...2 pairs..but it is just 2 pairs...so why there are many boxes..Am I confusing myself? Hmmmmm...I thought that it will be a good DIY project to keep my things...but..but....I am so lazy in the weekend! I dont know what happen to me....My wardrobe...don't ask about it...it's like a typhoon inside..I really think..I NEED ANOTHER WARDROBE....but...but... my room...my room is compact! I wonder howw...I wonder why..yesterday you told me bout the blue2 sky~~~..okay enough with the song...My mind is just..arghh...something in me just TICK! I NEED TO CLEAN IT..yeah.....tomorrow~~...~_^
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Crushed
I am completely tired, frustrated, fed up, not respected. Tired with the unexpected work load. Frustrated with how people treat you and fed up with some people who passed their responsibility to other people without thinking. I am so surprised by what I have encountered these few months. Yes, every workplace has its own thing goin on. Today, I have some disappointments on work matter. Too many if i want to list it all here. But the 4 things I mentioned before is what I feel today. But as the saying goes, experience is what make a person become more mature.
p/s: Endurance is better than cure.
p/s: Endurance is better than cure.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Ninak's appointment
Today, mom,bro,grandma and I went to a local hospital for an appointment regarding ninak ( Kadazan language for mama/grandma) 's eyes. So it happens that she will have to undergo an eye operation by end of this year to remove the cataract in her left eye. But, for us, as long as this can help her see clearly once more, we think it is the best option. In fact, the only option..according to doctor. I hope the operation will go well and my ninak can see clearly again. However, her right eye may not undergo a surgery due to the condition..as she has undergone an operation long time ago(before I was born) and having squinted eye will be a risk for a laser operation. I hope I am able be there during the operation. As for today, I am off from work..I don't care what the big boss would say..and what others want to comment about me taking leave..which applied upfront. Okay, enough said..I must be firm and stand up for myself. I don't have to show or make a show to the world to really prove what I was doing when nobody knows actually what I was doing. This may be out of the topic..maybe because of the mixed feeling right now. Mostly of what others may think. When I think it through, this just wasting my time. No use of making assumptions and if what I think is actually true, then be it. GOD is with me. Let His will be done.
Monday, June 27, 2011
It's 12.25am..
....and I haven't sleep yet. SO I decide to visit my blog..which has not been updated for centuries! But it does not mean that nothing happen during the 'grace period' of my life. It is not something big though..it is not like I won something, or engage or something..Maybe I am too busy embracing the time I have in the weekend..including 'hibernating'...which caused me to write less and not updating this blog..there is a reason behind it (excuses,excuses..):-
1. I am busy resting and shopping in the weekend
2. Learning to play an instrument (guess what is it? =))
3. Busy dating
4. Watching tv
5. Experiencing the behavior of people in the office ( the gila kuasa,the big time pride talker, the naysayers, the sindirers..)
6. Sleeping/hibernating
7. Went to Jazz Fest
There you go...no.I'm not making these excuses..Hope this clarifies..( Sceptical much?) or lastly, I am just not in the mood to write ( nah kedapatan malas mau tulis)..Okay..that's all for now..Have to catch some Zsss...tomorrow's gonna be a day that cab be better or worst..whatever it is..I'm living it. I hope you do the same..Good nite.
1. I am busy resting and shopping in the weekend
2. Learning to play an instrument (guess what is it? =))
3. Busy dating
4. Watching tv
5. Experiencing the behavior of people in the office ( the gila kuasa,the big time pride talker, the naysayers, the sindirers..)
6. Sleeping/hibernating
7. Went to Jazz Fest
There you go...no.I'm not making these excuses..Hope this clarifies..( Sceptical much?) or lastly, I am just not in the mood to write ( nah kedapatan malas mau tulis)..Okay..that's all for now..Have to catch some Zsss...tomorrow's gonna be a day that cab be better or worst..whatever it is..I'm living it. I hope you do the same..Good nite.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Lying in my bed
It is Saturday..
And I am lying here in my bed..
Thinking what today would be..
It’s funny how I’m waiting for this moment..
To be free from the business..
But when I’m here..
Lying in my bed..
I don’t know what to do..
I’m looking at myself for a moment..
Is this it?
And I am lying here in my bed..
Thinking what today would be..
It’s funny how I’m waiting for this moment..
To be free from the business..
But when I’m here..
Lying in my bed..
I don’t know what to do..
I’m looking at myself for a moment..
Is this it?
Saturday, March 12, 2011
7 Days to go
For almost a week, I spend my time in kl. Away from home, away from the people I love. Of course, I am not here to have a vacation, I am here to attend a job training(finally)! Yeah, I finally get a job! Although I never thought that I will be involved in banking industry, but with the support I have, I accept the job as a challenge. This is my opportunity to learn new things.Only this time, technically. Only then I realised that I am the front-line which means, the girl sitting at the counter.Although some may think that my qualification does not worth the position, for me,with no experience whatsoever, I have to learn things from the start. I don't know where this will bring me, but now my objective is to learn how the banking industry works. It seems hard at first, but I hope I can do it!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
.The Common Question.
What to do when you are waiting for tomorrow knowing that you will be asked the same question, over and over again? Will you say it out loud that you haven’t have a job yet?Or you just try your best to explain that you are trying your best and have been through many. Or simply smile and say “No luck yet’? But is it fair if I say it is about luck? It sounds as though I am just give it all to fate. Is that what I am? All I have is hope. All things are possible. No matter how long. I just have to do what I have to do now. If I will encounter those question,again,which I predicted it will be, I decided just to give them simple answers. “No, I haven’t.”or “Yes, I have”. The choice is up to me.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Old Crib
When will my turn come? Day by day is like a hope for me. Waiting to receive a good news. A chance for me to ‘get out’ from this place. Everyday, I pictured myself outside from this old crib..to explore the world.to be outside from my comfort zone, to take challenges..I am still waiting for that opportunity to come. I am still here..in this old place of mine..Wishing one day I could fly..and build my own crib somewhere.
Valentine's Day
I guess many has spend their time with their loved ones for this very day. Well, it is also the day we show our appreciation to our loved ones..
Right? Maybe. I think that everyday should be a Valentine's Day. But I do not mean you have to plunk your money for some expensive dinner or gifts, or to do extreme things like arranging hundreds of candles which spells 'I love you' or sending dozens of flowers and chocolates to show your love for your partner. My point is that we must care and show our love and appreciation to that person everyday but in the most simplest way. By saying you love them and care for them, or just make them laugh, hear their problems, help them with their situation, share their joy and sorrows, open to one's thought, respect them and just be there for them. For me, that is the most meaningful.
Of course, everyone has their own way of showing their love. The bottom line is, you love that person. And Valentine's Day is not only The day you love her/him 'more' but also to live the rest of your days to love that person, to do the best, to change to be a better person, to appreciate your relationship and to make each moment a wonderful one, be it for better or for worst.
Right? Maybe. I think that everyday should be a Valentine's Day. But I do not mean you have to plunk your money for some expensive dinner or gifts, or to do extreme things like arranging hundreds of candles which spells 'I love you' or sending dozens of flowers and chocolates to show your love for your partner. My point is that we must care and show our love and appreciation to that person everyday but in the most simplest way. By saying you love them and care for them, or just make them laugh, hear their problems, help them with their situation, share their joy and sorrows, open to one's thought, respect them and just be there for them. For me, that is the most meaningful.
Of course, everyone has their own way of showing their love. The bottom line is, you love that person. And Valentine's Day is not only The day you love her/him 'more' but also to live the rest of your days to love that person, to do the best, to change to be a better person, to appreciate your relationship and to make each moment a wonderful one, be it for better or for worst.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Today
Today, I have known the truth.
Today, something was revealed to me.
Today, for the first time I stood up for my family.
Today, I have the courage to say something in my mind.
Today, you have shown your true colours.
Today, the hypocrite has spoken.
Today, I know the meaning "Using the name of God in vain"
Today, you self-proclaimed your heart is pure.
Today, you judged my family.
Today, you proved that you are more hypocrite than ever.You can talk like you are not wrong,innocent..but why are you bringing the grudge, suggesting name callings ex:dog?
Think what you want to think about us. You are not God. Who are you to questioned and to judge our love for mother? You have no idea.You talked and talked..and talked..still not convincing..because I know the truth.
I have enough of those "holier than thous".We're all sinners.
Whatever I did today, I asked for forgiveness. But I know..My family knows...My Father knows...
Today, something was revealed to me.
Today, for the first time I stood up for my family.
Today, I have the courage to say something in my mind.
Today, you have shown your true colours.
Today, the hypocrite has spoken.
Today, I know the meaning "Using the name of God in vain"
Today, you self-proclaimed your heart is pure.
Today, you judged my family.
Today, you proved that you are more hypocrite than ever.You can talk like you are not wrong,innocent..but why are you bringing the grudge, suggesting name callings ex:dog?
Think what you want to think about us. You are not God. Who are you to questioned and to judge our love for mother? You have no idea.You talked and talked..and talked..still not convincing..because I know the truth.
I have enough of those "holier than thous".We're all sinners.
Whatever I did today, I asked for forgiveness. But I know..My family knows...My Father knows...
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Xin Nian Kuai le!
Happy Chinese New Year 2011 to all who celebrated CNY. May this year brings a lot of success and wealth to all of us.
I remember whenever this season comes; my whole family will go to Kampung Ghana(Membakut), to celebrate CNY with our Grand Uncle who lives alone. He cannot talk but he hears. Every year we will bring food to celebrate CNY with him. Everything is so minimal back then, but the most important thing is we are together as a family. He tried to cook too, but mostly we will ask him to just sat back and enjoy the food we brought. Many years ago, there is no tv, so all we can see is the paddy field, birds chirping, kerbau-kerbau, the dogs…just enjoying the scenery..oh, the mud..so no reason to wear high heels! Although it is not glamorous, we still enjoy our visits. He tried to talk to us by using gestures. He did not do the professional sign language. Sometimes it is hard for me to understand, but as years went by, I can catch at least the core thing he wants to ‘say’. At one time, when my grandma and cousins occupied the balcony,gruuhhhhh! runtuh! I can say it is the moment that I will never forget. Luckily the other part of the house was safe. Although I can say it is pretty damage. So after that incident, my grandpa applied to get subsidy for my Grand Uncle. So within a year, he had a new home. =) We were very happy.
Back in 2008, we celebrated the best Chinese New Year ever! As usual, we will bring our own food, but something was unusual that year. I was (indeed, my family too) felt a certain ‘feeling’ and we realized that especially when we were walking in the paddy field to go to Grand Uncle’s house. I thought it is only a feeling. Another unusual thing is that, Grand Uncle wanted (so bad) my grandpa to get some fireworks. He never wanted fireworks during Chinese New Year.So, that night, we have fireworks! It is so loud and clear..He seemed so excited and happy..Smiling..and suddenly Grand Uncle stumbled, he cannot stand straight. He gets a heart attack. So we brought him to his room..lay him down..I can see he is in shock. It must be the fireworks. So I rubbed his head with minyak kapak. He seems okay after that..I was relieved. The most memorable face is that when we all hugged him, I can see tears in his eyes. I can see he is very happy that day. It was the best CNY so far..But, 3 days after that, my dad received a phone call from grandpa…Grand Uncle has passed away..My heart just stopped, I cannot think that time..I was just…blank..thinking back all the time we have spent with him..it was just like an instant flashbacks from the past..and just a blink of an eye, he is suddenly gone..I cannot believe it..Is this real? halo?! So, that night, I cried myself to sleep..The most heartbreaking news is that, one of the villagers saw him in ‘swollen’ condition. Not that he’s beaten up or something..he just.. ‘bubbled up’. It was believed that, he died few days before..that means 3 days before was the last good bye from Grand Uncle. And few hours later..he was gone. We suspected he had another heart attack, but because he live alone, so nobody knows what he’d been through..no one can help him. Next thing I know, we had the funeral went on. I chose not to look at his body. I just don’t want to remember him that way. To this day, I still remember Grand Uncle. Although he is a Buddhist, I hope that the Lord will take care of him. I always hope for this one.
So, till today, we never go to Kg. Ghana anymore. I heard that my grandpa ask somebody to live in Grand Uncle’s house..to take care of the house.
Well, this is one memorable CNY. Story of my life. I was just happy to be able to meet Grand Uncle for the last time during CNY. We love you Grand Uncle and I will always remember you. Right now, appreciate the family you had, as they are still here with us. Continue to do the best for those we love. For what is gone, will never come back. But always remembered.
I remember whenever this season comes; my whole family will go to Kampung Ghana(Membakut), to celebrate CNY with our Grand Uncle who lives alone. He cannot talk but he hears. Every year we will bring food to celebrate CNY with him. Everything is so minimal back then, but the most important thing is we are together as a family. He tried to cook too, but mostly we will ask him to just sat back and enjoy the food we brought. Many years ago, there is no tv, so all we can see is the paddy field, birds chirping, kerbau-kerbau, the dogs…just enjoying the scenery..oh, the mud..so no reason to wear high heels! Although it is not glamorous, we still enjoy our visits. He tried to talk to us by using gestures. He did not do the professional sign language. Sometimes it is hard for me to understand, but as years went by, I can catch at least the core thing he wants to ‘say’. At one time, when my grandma and cousins occupied the balcony,gruuhhhhh! runtuh! I can say it is the moment that I will never forget. Luckily the other part of the house was safe. Although I can say it is pretty damage. So after that incident, my grandpa applied to get subsidy for my Grand Uncle. So within a year, he had a new home. =) We were very happy.
Back in 2008, we celebrated the best Chinese New Year ever! As usual, we will bring our own food, but something was unusual that year. I was (indeed, my family too) felt a certain ‘feeling’ and we realized that especially when we were walking in the paddy field to go to Grand Uncle’s house. I thought it is only a feeling. Another unusual thing is that, Grand Uncle wanted (so bad) my grandpa to get some fireworks. He never wanted fireworks during Chinese New Year.So, that night, we have fireworks! It is so loud and clear..He seemed so excited and happy..Smiling..and suddenly Grand Uncle stumbled, he cannot stand straight. He gets a heart attack. So we brought him to his room..lay him down..I can see he is in shock. It must be the fireworks. So I rubbed his head with minyak kapak. He seems okay after that..I was relieved. The most memorable face is that when we all hugged him, I can see tears in his eyes. I can see he is very happy that day. It was the best CNY so far..But, 3 days after that, my dad received a phone call from grandpa…Grand Uncle has passed away..My heart just stopped, I cannot think that time..I was just…blank..thinking back all the time we have spent with him..it was just like an instant flashbacks from the past..and just a blink of an eye, he is suddenly gone..I cannot believe it..Is this real? halo?! So, that night, I cried myself to sleep..The most heartbreaking news is that, one of the villagers saw him in ‘swollen’ condition. Not that he’s beaten up or something..he just.. ‘bubbled up’. It was believed that, he died few days before..that means 3 days before was the last good bye from Grand Uncle. And few hours later..he was gone. We suspected he had another heart attack, but because he live alone, so nobody knows what he’d been through..no one can help him. Next thing I know, we had the funeral went on. I chose not to look at his body. I just don’t want to remember him that way. To this day, I still remember Grand Uncle. Although he is a Buddhist, I hope that the Lord will take care of him. I always hope for this one.
So, till today, we never go to Kg. Ghana anymore. I heard that my grandpa ask somebody to live in Grand Uncle’s house..to take care of the house.
Well, this is one memorable CNY. Story of my life. I was just happy to be able to meet Grand Uncle for the last time during CNY. We love you Grand Uncle and I will always remember you. Right now, appreciate the family you had, as they are still here with us. Continue to do the best for those we love. For what is gone, will never come back. But always remembered.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
(-.-) ~~~
I've went to 2nd interview today at Scott & English. I thought I have my opportunity this time. I really hope I get it. I prayed for it. I have shown my excellence in the interview. But one question prompted me, " Are you willing to transfer?" I say "I have a family here" and all of a sudden the boss expression changed. It was like "to bad.."..I was stunned for a moment.But then I answered if it is for a career advancement I am willing to make this sacrifice. At the end, Mr. Wong told me that they only shortlisted 2 candidates. meaning me, and the other girl whom I saw when I was doing my essay. It is a tough competition he said. I said I really want to work there(I have to show my enthusiasm). And it happened to be that one of my penduduk kampung is working there as well. "Great" I thought. Actually, I don't mind. I have to be professional. Work is work. So, before I leave, the interviewer said I will know the result by this afternoon.So I went home, hoping for the best..and waited for 2 hours, 3 hours, 4 hours until 5pm. No call. Nothing. Another failure. I want to rant about it.But before that, I thought "Maybe I will get better option.Maybe that girl need the job more than I am" So, there is no use to feel sad or angry. I will continue my search. That's life, you cannot have everything that you want. God dear God, you are wonderful.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Foggy Road.
-De-stress session-
You're hot and you're cold..you yes and you no..you're in and you're out..You're uo and you're down..(Sing along to the Katy Perry's song..com'n!yeehaa!Andre2x!)
-Back to normal-
I don't know why I have this mood..it's like, I feel demotivated sometimes.I know I should be more positive. When it's kind of blurry road out there, you tend to feel lost..because you cannot see the path you are heading to. If I stop here, I don't know where to turn to..bcuz it's foggy every where! How should I know where I go to?!If I stay here, I'll die. But there is only one road. So along this road, there are roadblocks. This, makes my journey.slow..What I need to do is to pump out the fuel now. If only there are petrol station..somewhere in this road..I guess I have to walk on foot..
You're hot and you're cold..you yes and you no..you're in and you're out..You're uo and you're down..(Sing along to the Katy Perry's song..com'n!yeehaa!Andre2x!)
-Back to normal-
I don't know why I have this mood..it's like, I feel demotivated sometimes.I know I should be more positive. When it's kind of blurry road out there, you tend to feel lost..because you cannot see the path you are heading to. If I stop here, I don't know where to turn to..bcuz it's foggy every where! How should I know where I go to?!If I stay here, I'll die. But there is only one road. So along this road, there are roadblocks. This, makes my journey.slow..What I need to do is to pump out the fuel now. If only there are petrol station..somewhere in this road..I guess I have to walk on foot..
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Shell Phone Interview
For those who will be having a telephone interview, just make sure you have prepared yourselves by studying about the company. You have to know your biggest achievement and challenges in working in a team. I do recommend to list down all your activities(how many people attended the activity,what roles do u play,) and jot it down.
The Interview consists of 4 parts:
1)career preferences-remember your 3 choices
2) Understand past experience-you will be asked about your achievement,your role
3)Topics that requires analytical thinking
4)Questions that you want to ask-anything about shell just not about your interview performance
I am in a generous mood right now, so here are the topics.You are required to pick one. I go with number 4.
1. Business competitor
2. Leadership Development
3. Co2 emission
4. Environmental Hazard
I really recommend preparations. It really helps.
Although I am not successful to go to the the second interview, I am thankful for this opportunity that makes me more prepared in answering interview questions and looking forward for the next thing.
[I cried.. but it's weird, I do feel I achieved 'something' despite the result! God must have a better plan for me.]
For those who will be having this telephone interview, I wish you all the best and just be confident. Just give it a go,this might be your opportunity.
The Interview consists of 4 parts:
1)career preferences-remember your 3 choices
2) Understand past experience-you will be asked about your achievement,your role
3)Topics that requires analytical thinking
4)Questions that you want to ask-anything about shell just not about your interview performance
I am in a generous mood right now, so here are the topics.You are required to pick one. I go with number 4.
1. Business competitor
2. Leadership Development
3. Co2 emission
4. Environmental Hazard
I really recommend preparations. It really helps.
Although I am not successful to go to the the second interview, I am thankful for this opportunity that makes me more prepared in answering interview questions and looking forward for the next thing.
[I cried.. but it's weird, I do feel I achieved 'something' despite the result! God must have a better plan for me.]
For those who will be having this telephone interview, I wish you all the best and just be confident. Just give it a go,this might be your opportunity.
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