Ninak's appointment

Today, mom,bro,grandma and I went to a local hospital for an appointment regarding ninak ( Kadazan language for mama/grandma) 's eyes. So it happens that she will have to undergo an eye operation by end of this year to remove the cataract in her left eye. But, for us, as long as this can help her see clearly once more, we think it is the best option. In fact, the only option..according to doctor. I hope the operation will go well and my ninak can see clearly again. However, her right eye may not undergo a surgery due to the condition..as she has undergone an operation long time ago(before I was born) and having squinted eye will be a risk for a laser operation. I hope I am able be there during the operation. As for today, I am off from work..I don't care what the big boss would say..and what others want to comment about me taking leave..which applied upfront. Okay, enough said..I must be firm and stand up for myself. I don't have to show or make a show to the world to really prove what I was doing when nobody knows actually what I was doing. This may be out of the topic..maybe because of the mixed feeling right now. Mostly of what others may think. When I think it through, this just wasting my time. No use of making assumptions and if what I think is actually true, then be it. GOD is with me. Let His will be done.