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I've went to 2nd interview today at Scott & English. I thought I have my opportunity this time. I really hope I get it. I prayed for it. I have shown my excellence in the interview. But one question prompted me, " Are you willing to transfer?" I say "I have a family here" and all of a sudden the boss expression changed. It was like "to bad.."..I was stunned for a moment.But then I answered if it is for a career advancement I am willing to make this sacrifice. At the end, Mr. Wong told me that they only shortlisted 2 candidates. meaning me, and the other girl whom I saw when I was doing my essay. It is a tough competition he said. I said I really want to work there(I have to show my enthusiasm). And it happened to be that one of my penduduk kampung is working there as well. "Great" I thought. Actually, I don't mind. I have to be professional. Work is work. So, before I leave, the interviewer said I will know the result by this afternoon.So I went home, hoping for the best..and waited for 2 hours, 3 hours, 4 hours until 5pm. No call. Nothing. Another failure. I want to rant about it.But before that, I thought "Maybe I will get better option.Maybe that girl need the job more than I am" So, there is no use to feel sad or angry. I will continue my search. That's life, you cannot have everything that you want. God dear God, you are wonderful.