Just came back from the movie..with my brother and cousin.. We watched Transformers..and this is my second time..It's not that I like it so much and watch it twice... It's because my cousin haven't watch any movie since he came back from Russia. Student life. Understandable. Ok so we watched the robots in disguise...and we have pain in the neck as we sat at the 3rd middle row in the front. The 3Dimension spectacle is way to big for my face...as well as for the rest of us..luckily I have my glasses on so there is like a support to the weight of the 3D speck. Huhu....So many people...So why am I explaining this...Simply because.......I'm so tension!!!!! Not about the movie...The workplace! I feel like everything I do...individuals will always try to find my fault..my mistake...and...and...and... ask me to do this and that...as if...I am free all the time.. as if I am okay aallllllllllllll the time....Sometimes these little things drives me crazy....and yet they expect me to do what is supposed to be done...but at the first place...never... tell me what and how the right way to do those things...and when I try to do it myself...okay...here I am being enthusiastic enough....and then...some time later....oh...they found out..I have done a mistake......which is a practice that I have done for months...and no one tell me! And ..although I am a freshie...does not mean I don't have my dignity..This...I know..I haven't give my best..Somehow..I know I can do better than this..I don't know which career will I landed on...but I know I am better than all of this right now...only experience is the goal which keep me going....In my heart I know I can do better than this.
Yeah...I go all the way from A to Z. Enough of the ramblings...this is just the beginning. Who knows I may become someone like Witwicky...not a hero...but a messenger.That can save the human race from deceptive aliens or robots..watching too much movie huh...I would like to know if any of you (that read this post) ever feel the same way at your workplace..how do you tackle it? Because day by day I feel like losing myself to anger ...but still manage to control it..for now.
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