It's funny how life change.One minute you are surrounded by people and the next, 'pufff!' they are gone. Okay the truth is, I needed some space..during the peak of my job searching days..During that time, only me and God knows how frustrated and lonely I am. Although, I am surrounded by people. But I discover the ugly truth. Friends is not always your friends when you are in trouble. So, I 'fly' to another place. To search my own life..Wonder how I will survive without the word 'friends'. I just keep on going. It's funny because,I thought I will have a 'great' time with 'friends' in this stage of life. But, until I make a choice. I rather not to put high expectation or hopes from your 'friends'. But God knows my pain, he gave me a friend that encourage me, never question me, and a partner who understands. Only that, I keep on going without a bunch of 'friends' to support me. Today, I do feel sometimes I miss my old 'friends'. Yet, I know I have made a right choice. People change. And I learn to appreciate myself more without too depending on what others might think.
Sorry for this post. Maybe because of this day of the month. I'm a lady, I am experiencing mood swings and cravings for chocolate and cupcakes. Sorry to mess with you readers!
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