What would you rather do?

I am so tired today. Just came back from a local underground show. Is it worth it? It's worth for the weekend getaway. Stress reliever. Am I having fun? It is hard to say. I like to observe things for now. This keeps me questioning. If I have a choice what would I rather do? What do I really want to do? I saw young people having fun. Maybe they have found what they like from a young age. As for me, I'm a late bloomer. Is it too late? Back to the question: what would I rather do?