Just yet. These few months are the roller coaster in my life. It's true we can plan for something but it doesn't necessarily turn out the way we expected. It can be hurtful and frustration kicked in. Sometimes I get confused with what I do. But I know it is part of the process. I never see the small side of me, and to my surprise, it play a big role in my life! I learned to know myself better and view things differently. I know I always have the opportunity to get my dream job. Or the job that I desire. I don't know what will happened a year from now and what other things that I get my mind into. For these past few weeks, I'm feeling down and frustrated with the things in my life that it go beyond my reach. I don't know about many things. I don't know if I can manage my new job later. My purpose is just to gain experience. I will do my best to grasp the things that I want to learn. And this will be my 'lunchbox' in the future. I don't want to give up now. This will be a long journey for me and I hope when the time comes, I will be more confident and mature in making choices and know what I want. I don't want to give up. Although the temptation to think what others think of me is so strong, I refuse to let it rule me. This battle is not over yet! I won't give up!!!!!
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