Dilemma

I just had my medical check-up yesterday.  I also get my official offer letter.  Yay! Suddenly in the evening I get a call from Mr X from ABC company offering me the position that I always wanted and better remuneration.

Okay, I know...First, I was like " Okay, I want this". If I am to go with the things that I have aimed for all this while...I definitely take it. But then..........After doing some research, I found a rumor about the company. It happens that it may undergo some restructuring in the future. What happened when a company is restructuring? The thing I am afraid of is retrenchment. I am not sure if there is a possibility of internalization. Oh my...........................Why or why. I don't want to be in chaos after only 6 months. But this one is pretty something. In fact, they are so eager to hire me. I can try and make my dreams come true, but I don't want it to be short-lived. This is not some talk, but as someone told me, it's a calculated risk.

On the other hand, Y company is offering me a position that I never think of. And it's totally different industry. It means I'm not exercising the qualification I had. But I like the process of it. I may stay for awhile since it's a growing company. Not bad. Of course, it's not as glamor as the other one. I don't really care about prestige right now. I don't know my future.  But I like to learn about new things.

Considering the environment, working hours, interviewer...I prefer Y company. I don't know but I like it. Of course, it's just an impression. Although it's not my initial goal and dream. However, I may have some experience in company X if I stay there. It's just that, 'rumor has it'....

ughhh..I can't sleep just thinking about this.

Should I pursue what I dream for? Or should I go with my guts?