A Blurry Line of Grey: Just a little remembrance

As predicted and expected, my two cats had gone forever in this world. Although there are no evidence of Atup's remaining, I am sure that it is the last sight of her on Tuesday that I will ever seen. According to the past experience with my previous cats, when they are sick, they will find their own remedy. I believe that,despite the existence of veterinarian, I am sure animals like cats and dogs can find their own remedy. For example, like eating small amount of grass. Yes, these animals are not herbivores. But I think the grass itself contained herbs which can help animals for their digestion or cure for certain illness. My grandma said that for a grown-up cat, when they are about to die, they will go to a place where no human will find them. If they are going to search for their own 'medicine', they will be gone for few days and came back..Alive. And that is what happened to our previous cats whom I called Ancung and Miow...and Atup. I realised that, when they are about to leave you, they will spend time with you like letting you hold them or be with you 24/7..They find comfort.You will find comfort. That is what I experienced with Topodo. It makes me understand with no doubt. I know every living thing will come back to where it belongs.

I don't think if I ever want to have cats in my house anymore. Just cherished what I have now.The two oranges. I am just thankful for my life has been touched by every pet that I ever had. For those cat and dogs lovers, appreciate your pet when they are still alive. You never know when they will be gone. Take good care of your friend.