My dearest little Topodo had gone from this world. I have done everything I can. I brought him to the clinic..but things get worst. He is unable to eat,move and stand on it's own. It is so hurtful to remember his condition back then. It is so hurtful to see when your dearest little friend is weak, in pain..and what;s worst, I know he need comfort..I know he want to tell something. I carried him in my arms as he in excruciating pain. I know because his voice. So I lay him down. and pray that he will go peacefully. and not be afraid because he will go somewhere better and he will not be in deep pain anymore. I am so devastated and cannot stop crying for days. I even imagined his face in one of my interviews(which i do not put much hope).. I am so sad. I know some people say "Oh..it's just a cat.It has 9 lives" Oh..but for me God created each of the living things with only 1 life. So what are you suggesting? I don't think this person is really concern about me. What they don't understand is that, it has touched your life and provide you with companionship which I think no man can provide. Just with that little heart could touch your life without you realizing it, it makes you happy inside.Who can forget such innocent and silly little thing? He makes me happy. Sometimes, better than people.
Now, another one is getting sick. I just don't know what is the reason. I'm guessing there is a virus evolving around..I don't know if I can face another week of tears. I'm not hoping..I don't want to say more.
All I want to say is..when someone is sad about their pet, it truly means that person is sad. And yes, do not think that he or she is being irrational. That person knows why is she or he reacted that way. Sometimes it cannot be controlled by rational thoughts.. and if you think you don't have better things to say, as in "cat has 9 lives", better don't say anything at all.
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