Let it be.

When I feel down, I always ask the Lord. To give me the strength. Life is not all a bed of roses. Sometimes I feel like a boat or a ship tossed by the wave of the sea. Where I end up,it all depends where the wave hits me. Exhausted by the fast paced environment, sometimes I forgot about the day. And I realized it's just the beginning of the year.. ahh.. The stress, man. Tomorrow will take care of its own. i feel tired worrying. If I do good, so be it.Otherwise, it's up to God to run my life. All I need is his love,. I don't know what the future have for me. The Lord is my rock.He is my Helper. Not only for me, but for all who cry out for his favor. Let it be Lord, let it happen according to your Will. My mind is limited. I don't know everything. I do my best, I try to give the best that I can. But human expectation is never enough. I don't want to rely on these human expectation too much.I can only tolerate to a certain limit.

There are few things I want to do this year. But I don't know if I'm able to commit. Like someone said to me, I should do something good for myself. It's like a reward perhaps? I don't know if I can do this.

There are many areas in my life I should decipher more into deep. But I won't go too deep into it.  Apart from finding wealth, what areas in your life you would like to focus on? What is your purpose?

It's almost 9.30pm and it's Sunday. I feel sleepy already. So damn tired.

Good night.