Good Friday & Easter

Went to Stella Maris Church last night. So many people! I am shocked. Congrats to all that have been baptized and received their confirmation. Same goes to Good Friday BM Mass at SHC. Although tired and stuffy but people still come to celebrate this most important days of all. I feel very blessed to witness this. 

As I kissed the cross in front of me, i feel in awe and a bliss of sadness. Remind me everything is from the Maker. Remind me of my nothingness. I'm just a human with many weaknesses.But  Life has to move on. Despite of anything we get through in this life. Because Jesus has gone through the ultimate things of human's suffering.

Everyday i asked for strength and wisdom. Because I know everything is temporary and there will be changes. I hope I can cope with it. Same goes to you.

Happy Easter =).

What I get for myself

I went to Bodyshop today. After a long nap. man I need that after blasting off for 5 days in the 16 Celsius office plus loneliness(ya right). Here's what I get myself today. A total of RM204 just for 3 piece of makeups.
1)Face Powder No 3
2)Lips scrub (I tend to have chapped lips since I sit in air-conditioned room in the office.Hate it.
3)Eye shadow with 4 colors(pink,purple,silver,brown)
 4)At least I get 2 free shower gels and a membership (added RM15 for it).

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Actually I only purchase make ups maybe once in one or 2 years. I'm not a makeup junkie. The simpler the better. Moisturizer, Eyeliner, lipstick, Face powder, Eyebrow liner and I'm good to go.

Things I bought at Guardian. 

Searching for a bag for the gym. Settled with this instead.Only RM18. Bolehla kan.

  

 Greatest gift I can give to myself  is to have enough sleep  (which I have problem lately...erghhh) and a good workout. This things make me happy. Thank God for every day. Although it's quite a tough journey.

Need more sleep.  Remember to give yourself a treat once in a while.Every day if you want. =D. Good nite.

In the midst of all things...

How I wish I could go to a Paramore concert. Heard they had a concert in KL recently. Oh how I wish I can see them live!

Isaiah

Wandering in Darkness

Oppressed and starving
he will wander the country,
and, once starving,
he will become frenzied
and curse his king and his God,
turning his gaze upward,
then down to earth,
there will be only anguish,
gloom, the confession of the night,
swirling darkness,
For is not everything dark as night,
for a country in distress?


Dear God, protect your people. 

It might be too late for me to say this but Gong Xi Fa Chai! Hope you get a great time with family and friends.The truth is I feel somewhat disgruntled.Why?Because my beloved has to go back to the Island. I miss him already. He came back for CNY at least. How time flies. Tomorrow I will be back to work. damn..but that's is life. If I don't work.How am I going to eat. To keep myself sane, I must do something. Just something where I relieve my stress. Perhaps working out?Music? But lately, I don't feel much enthusiastic to do anything in my life.I told myself this is not me. Maybe I am just too tired or thinking too much. I am looking forward for the next holiday season. just so I can spend time with my beloved. 

Okay enough~.

I'm thinking to dye my hair using Liese Bubble Hair Dye. Ever tried Cassis Berry?My fav so far. I love reddish color. I got it for RM30.90 from Watson's. That's it, weekend project: Dye my hair. 

Have a great day and awesome weekend. Do something.Chao!

Let it be.

When I feel down, I always ask the Lord. To give me the strength. Life is not all a bed of roses. Sometimes I feel like a boat or a ship tossed by the wave of the sea. Where I end up,it all depends where the wave hits me. Exhausted by the fast paced environment, sometimes I forgot about the day. And I realized it's just the beginning of the year.. ahh.. The stress, man. Tomorrow will take care of its own. i feel tired worrying. If I do good, so be it.Otherwise, it's up to God to run my life. All I need is his love,. I don't know what the future have for me. The Lord is my rock.He is my Helper. Not only for me, but for all who cry out for his favor. Let it be Lord, let it happen according to your Will. My mind is limited. I don't know everything. I do my best, I try to give the best that I can. But human expectation is never enough. I don't want to rely on these human expectation too much.I can only tolerate to a certain limit.

There are few things I want to do this year. But I don't know if I'm able to commit. Like someone said to me, I should do something good for myself. It's like a reward perhaps? I don't know if I can do this.

There are many areas in my life I should decipher more into deep. But I won't go too deep into it.  Apart from finding wealth, what areas in your life you would like to focus on? What is your purpose?

It's almost 9.30pm and it's Sunday. I feel sleepy already. So damn tired.

Good night.