Kucing Hutan & Kucing Siam

I just came back from KL to attend a five days training on financing. This time, challenging the mind. I don't remember how many times I've been 'bom'. How many times I give stupid answers and questions. but i don't care. In my mind. Whatever. I went to Pasar malam in Kepong and Cheras. That's very interesting. Many people and the traffic flow is alamak...langgar bahu. So many food,clothes and bags..wish I can buy more.But I was on budget..cannot buy so much items..(and yes, I have to pay for my luggage myself). Went to shopping malls..But I don't shop much.. Like I said, i'm on budget.

Oh, I've tried the chew taufu (smelly tauhu). The smell is quite strong..but once you eat it it taste okay. Not that bad. I only eat one. Oh. durian perak champion. Delicious...memang ngam.tapi lain kali kena isi perut dulu..Thanks to my colleague's uncle, who patiently treat us girls.

I get to know the company where I work with. But to my surprise apart from the training....it is a weird experience. In a sense of...perception? WHy? Because I've been targeted by by most of the head that give us training. In turn, i perceived differently. Because I feel like it. It's a sensitive issue.. and I don't know if I should bring this up. I'm the only one who can't speak the dialect. Ask me about politic in my hometown..about my feeling as the local towards the immigrants? Well, I don't expect that coming. (Expect the unexpected right?) Enough is enough. I know I'm different. I'm sick to hear the judgment. Oh..and the statement "u look like this and this, and yet you don't speak this and this.." "sorry, I can't speak this language, i don't understand..." " how many can speak this language, rise up your hand"....Come on, what is the matter of all this? I don't know why am I hired if they prefer someone more familiar? In the office? maybe i should not say more of this since i only been there for three months.

Of course, not all are like that. Some of them pretty cool.

It really hits me in the head, that I should appreciate what I got right now. My hometown.My culture. I hope it is not to late.

Enough of my rambling of the day.

Just want to wish all fellow Malaysians..Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.  want to have some rendang!

By the way,

New addition to the family. Name keep changing. Dunno why.. but I'm thinking of Tomou. Means blue in Kadazan.  My Ninak called her Daisy. Daisy a.k.a Tomou.. nombo-nombo nopo la.