Ninak's appointment

Today, mom,bro,grandma and I went to a local hospital for an appointment regarding ninak ( Kadazan language for mama/grandma) 's eyes. So it happens that she will have to undergo an eye operation by end of this year to remove the cataract in her left eye. But, for us, as long as this can help her see clearly once more, we think it is the best option. In fact, the only option..according to doctor. I hope the operation will go well and my ninak can see clearly again. However, her right eye may not undergo a surgery due to the condition..as she has undergone an operation long time ago(before I was born) and having squinted eye will be a risk for a laser operation. I hope I am able be there during the operation. As for today, I am off from work..I don't care what the big boss would say..and what others want to comment about me taking leave..which applied upfront. Okay, enough said..I must be firm and stand up for myself. I don't have to show or make a show to the world to really prove what I was doing when nobody knows actually what I was doing. This may be out of the topic..maybe because of the mixed feeling right now. Mostly of what others may think. When I think it through, this just wasting my time. No use of making assumptions and if what I think is actually true, then be it. GOD is with me. Let His will be done.

It's 12.25am..

....and I haven't sleep yet. SO I decide to visit my blog..which has not been updated for centuries! But it does not mean that nothing happen during the 'grace period' of my life. It is not something big though..it is not like I won something, or engage or something..Maybe I am too busy embracing the time I have in the weekend..including 'hibernating'...which caused me to write less and not updating this blog..there is a reason behind it (excuses,excuses..):-

1. I am busy resting and shopping in the weekend
2. Learning to play an instrument (guess what is it? =))
3. Busy dating
4. Watching tv
5. Experiencing the behavior of people in the office ( the gila kuasa,the big time pride talker, the naysayers, the sindirers..)
6. Sleeping/hibernating
7. Went to Jazz Fest


There you go...no.I'm not making these excuses..Hope this clarifies..( Sceptical much?) or lastly, I am just not in the mood to write ( nah kedapatan malas mau tulis)..Okay..that's all for now..Have to catch some Zsss...tomorrow's gonna be a day that cab be better or worst..whatever it is..I'm living it. I hope you do the same..Good nite.