About two weeks ago, I've been called by my work supervisor asking me if I am available for work. Of course I am available. I feel such joy in my heart. But the only thing that I don't know, she only asked me to find out if I am available or not which means only one, to FIND OUT. I thought I have been offered (for sure, confirm, ni kali la). So, this morning I received a message from a friend whom I known during my internship. She gave me a message saying that there will be a briefing tomorrow. But, I haven't receive any updates on this matter. A little heart attack (more like heart ache..I'm in vain..) So I asked MT to find out which means to call for assurance ( as i am afraid or shy as a result of the little heart attack)..Yep, that's it. This world is not as 'beautiful' as it may seems. It appears that they will choose candidate by batch..oh okay then. I thought I am included in the first batch(when reality hits..). I don't know.. something about 1st batch, 2nd batch..100th batch which I thought was more of a grading system. But, oh well, that's fine. Maybe it was not meant to be. Looking at the bright side of it, this actually give me some time to venture new opportunities. New challenges, new opportunities. It's not fair for me to give up or be disappointed on myself (it's not fair for everyone). So, I decided to move on, keep on searching for other jobs. This is just the beginning..
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