Yep I'm still alive..Just not in the mood for blogging..lost motivation?probably..or i guess i am busy with this Youtube channels..It's addicting (o yeah)..Well, I have finished my internship almost 3 weeks now..what did i do during the period? I have contained myself at home.self-meditation..(yeah,more on youtube mediatation!!) But there are few things I managed to do for myself; such as cleaning my room(still..in progress..I suffered from fever for a week and that explains the 'delay'), more times on entertaining others( I mean spending time with family, with a reason of course..the driver in case of emergency), no more sleep deprivation(for now....nothing last forever), but..but..MORE time of thinking about A LOT about things(things that happened or NEVER happen)..which I don't like..When this happened, I feel like....crap what the hell am i thinking this much?!I supposed to take it easy already..go and play! Maybe it's because my to-do list.I am supposed preparing myself for job hunting..i just have to start something..like a resume for instance..but yeah, when other things seems enjoyable(for now..nothing last forever)..procrastinate much? or maybe i am too hard on myself..gahhh..i don't know..yes.no.maybe.i'm not sure..man i hate this! But someone told me, "you have to take it easy right now, try to enjoy your life..even for smaller things.If you think too much for so many things right now, it's hard for you to enjoy life in the future" and it end up with a phrase like "you have to enjoy to enjoy" or something like that..yeah i know..what the hellyeah..haha..the first one is much better eyy?but anyways, I have to get things going.I have to get few things done for myself at the moment. I hope with this heart of mine, I can get things done..at the right time. at the right place. At least, get it done.. when everything else fails, hope is there..because,there is hope (???!!!!)..okay, Im done for today.peace out!
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