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It's Sunday and as most of us, had begin to feel the Monday blues a.k.a dread to go to work. I really am -_-............ I am so not wanting the weekend to end. But it's okay, at least I know my next weekend is coming. I try to be positive. Next month will be a very busy month I guess. Many weddings to attend as well as busy weekdays. There are many things in my mind mostly plans and dreams for the future. I know I have to slow down my thinking, but my nerve is just so pumped. At the same time, I am so worry. I know it's a bad habit and I am struggling not to over think about things. Maybe because I am so nervous about next week.. 

Okay, I'm tired and I want to show something else.

Last Friday, I went to The Party Shop at Karamunsing. I bought these cute pumpkins. Six little candles around RM15 and six little pumpkin bucket around RM12. I know, I know..what a waste of money.But it is just too cute to resist! I hanged the little buckets on my door as a d.i.y project this month. For the candles I just place it everywhere. Just to add a little bit of fun. Oh, I'm not celebrating Halloween though. Just fascinated by the cute lil' pumpkin face. =)

I also bumped to a friend of mine (ex-trainee of SCC same as me ^-^) that day, and surprise..surprise..I got  free tickets to Hitz concert this coming Saturday..Yay! It happened to be that her company is one of the event coordinators.Yet still, not sure if I'm going (oh my...)..Maybe because it's so far, at 1B. I see the situación...

 Alright, I have to go to bed early. May you have a wonderful week. Good night.

It's Friday..

I just came back from town. Today is a public holiday and I decided to watch Frankenweenie. I always love Tim Burton's movie particularly his animation with stick body and big eyes plus the dark elements in his story lines.

This story is about the relationship between a boy, Victor and his dog Sparky. For me, it shows that nothing is impossible if you believe and work through it. Okay that's a little cliche. I love the story about a person unique personality and weirdness of the character such as Weird Girl and Mr Whiskers although it is not the main character in the story. The typical life of competition among humans to always want to win and try to outdo one another. The emotional bond you shared between your pet and reminds you how it is losing them, How science can surpass expectations. How it can be manipulated for one's desire. How weak human are when trouble comes to them. Fear of how people react and treat you, fear of being alone. Acceptance.

I would say, I love this movie for the message implied. But one thing bogged me.The second time Sparky died, did he come to life because of science or because of the existence of a higher power? ONe may think it's because of the electricity that cause him to be alive again. But remember, he was dead before and his master Victor was ready to let him go. Is it because of the mechanism of science? Or he is' permitted 'to be alive again. Why did Tim Burton choose to end up the story like that?

All I can say, this story is fantastic and I will watch it again. Awesome black & white stop-motion movie.

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Soon..it will be the end of the...year.

It has been a challenging year for me..Things happened which is twisted by fate. It's quite a rough journey, uncertainty, but who am I to judge. God has a plan for me which I still don't know what..Although the path is blurry for me right now but I hope to hold on. The most challenging for me is making choices. While I was working at my current place, there is one door open. So, I choose that door. Seriously, I don't now why and what I am supposed to feel or do. Logically, I'll say the offer is better. Still in the same area. So, I took it. It's a big organization as well and I have more confidence with the benefits. This means new place, new people. Meaning I have to go all over again and that's the most tiring part. Familiarization of the routine and task is what I strive for right now. I often feel blue when I start something new. Perhaps I haven't get use to it yet. In a bigger picture, I see it as my job not dreams, but a source of living, as my 'lunchbox' to go where I will go int the future. Also, I don;t have to do sales job anymore. Which I found that I'm not fit into. At least, that is what my superior told me. I accept that, because I think what she say make sense. My only hope right now is to stay for this 'door' as long as I can. But deep down in my heart, I always hope for better opportunity and figuring what is best for me and my loved ones. Life has to go on although the journey is unpleasant. I'm not gonna lie, it affects my confidence level in some way, especially when talking to people. Because I will think "What will they think of me?"But, I think through it. It's my life, and what others think is not that important. What can I do? This life is unexpected no matter how I plan it. I only can control what I can control but the rest I leave it to God. He knows what's best for me. 

There is something bigger than my life story right now..

To see the person I love to achieve his dream..

I hope we will get an answer by the end of the week or the week after..only God knows how nervous I am waiting for the answer (although it's not mine to pursue). because our journey together is quite a tumbling road and we often try to comfort each other although we know there is nothing we can control other than what we can do to get it. God, if it is your will, then be it. I really hope to see him go for his dream.

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