It's raining in the morning. I feel I just want to continue to sleep. huhu..I woke up early of course for a reason..*kalau tidak sampai jam 10 sa membuat 'peta' di bantal* It's study week.yeah...so this week i am spending my time to study and revise all the things I have learned. Meaning that, I should focus on my study.But I have different feeling this sem..*of courselah, it's your last sem..* Time flies so fast, finally it is my last exam! and the most tiring.I just finished all my presentations/assignments/discussion on Monday..after weeks of stressful moments. I'm glad it's over. I went through a lot of trials and errors. Dealing with group members, to start an assignment(yeah the thing being thrown to you, and you decidela,mcmana mau buat, pandai2 on your own), dealing with lecturers, dealing with time,dealing with stress, facing failures, dealing with self-confidence..*tiba2 serius* yeah, it surprised me that this sem I am dealing with these..because the previous sem i don't remember I have these thoughts..not this kind of impact. Maybe because this time I work with different people...and most of decision you have to make it yourself.. and, for sure, it is not easy to make people happy and agree with you all the time. Although you have tried your bestest, there must be something that they want to questioned. Sometimes, I just want to tell them to shut up and walk away. .Trying to make everyone happy, I think it is the stupidest thing. I think maybe human need something like recognition from others. To prove themselves in the eyes of people..sometimes it works, sometimes not. In the end, you questioned yourself and when you realised you cannot fulfill what others expect from you, then the 'failure' word comes to mind. Yeah, I've been that. I tell you it sucks.
Looking at the bright side of it, I believe as long as you know what you are doing and do your best, it will be paid off in some way..well, it is up to you to define that payoff..I am blessed because I have people who care and understand me. Make me laugh in times of sadness and heart-break. Thank you for all your supports. Cheers to all.
Looking at the bright side of it, I believe as long as you know what you are doing and do your best, it will be paid off in some way..well, it is up to you to define that payoff..I am blessed because I have people who care and understand me. Make me laugh in times of sadness and heart-break. Thank you for all your supports. Cheers to all.
